Tuesday, 9 September 2008

yo yo yo!

hey ya'll i just have one question today.

why is it that some rock and pop artists are republicans? i can understand for country artists but not for rock and pop.

my theory is that it all depends on how you grow up and where. like this one band i like the lead singer is going to vote for john mcain not that e cant i guess i just have it in my head that artists tend to be more democratic just because they dont have what is considered a "normal job".

please leave a comment saying what you think.

Monday, 8 September 2008

federer just won the fricken' u.s. open!!!!

carmel and apples = tasty!

last night i had this dream that i was in a forest and this dude that kind of looked like andy murray (the tennis player) walked up to be and said "you have some dirt on our back, let me wipe it off". He proceeded to do what he said he was going to do and then, he wrapped his arms around me and we were all of the sudden in the middle of a circle in this class siting on the ground. (i was in his lap)

but here's the strange part, he kinda had the spirit of this guy i "know" but i have never really "known" you know? so thats why its weird.

then i went to school today like normal and he was acting weird ever for his-weird-acting-self. okay let me explain. (i'm not even being clear with myself) lets say the guys name is bruce. okay bruce has gone to my school as long as i have (8 years) and up util last year he didn't make himself visable in my life. last year he was in 3 of my classes and he's in 4 this year, so he's hard to miss. i think he likes me but hes afraid to show it, or how his friends will act if he does. (he's pretty popular) maybe he doesn't like me at all and i'm just imagining but you should see the way he copies what i do sometimes and the way he looks at me. i just see potential, if he would see it too... (potential for him to change and then us)

or maybe i'm getting this all wrong and bruce is just a total jerk and hes just playing around. that's proably more likely, only because i have observed how he plays his "friends" and the type of girls he hangs out with. its just all messed up!

thanks for reading, (if you did)
katie

Sunday, 7 September 2008

my poem

high buildings, deep feelings

a man sits atop a high building
he hears sirions, he sees pain, suffering
and yet he's in a fog
he's on his cloud 9
"not any feelings matter but mine" he says
sipping his joe
he thinks he could if he wanted, he could be a god
hold the world like an olive in his hand
and yet he's in a fog

today is sunday, sept 7th, 2008

today i feel sigh.

does anyone ever feel like, when you're really down and alone thats when you get ignored and drowned out by other people (especially the people you count on) on friday i felt like left out like i do most of the time from people. i feel left out because i think that if i dont act happy all of the time then no one wants to hangout with me. like i always have to be happy for someone to notice me. i think next year i'm going to do peer counceling i think that i would be good at it.

maybe i need to reach out to be heard, i think i need to find a new group of friends that actually wants to hang out w/ me and who wants to know how i feel. i think i need to be more social and let out how i feel. (ignore this post please)